Feeling trapped in a toxic relationship can be overwhelming. In Ayra Starr’s song “Toxic” from her 2021 album “19 & Dangerous,” she openly shares the pain of loving someone who has deeply hurt her. She also reveals the regret and sadness of being manipulated, pushed to do things she didn’t want to, and falling into harmful habits. It’s a heartfelt reminder of how such experiences leave scars of self-blame, heartbreak, and sorrow.
[Intro]
(Why did you make me to do it?)
(Why did you force me to take it?)
[Verse 1]
Why did you make me to do it?
Why did you make me to lose it?
Why did you give me the drugs that I took?
Why did you force me to take it?
I thought that what we had was love, was love
I gave you all I had, not much, not much
Things you gave to me were worse, were worse
And I'll apologize no more, no more
[Chorus]
But I'm sorry
That I loved somebody that would hurt me
In the past that's sad but truthfully
I died when you left, when you left me
Oh, sadly
Oh, sadly
I've been crying my еyes out with Xanny
I've been drowning my sorrows in a bottle
I'vе been smoking very much since you left me, oh
[Verse 2]
Why did you make me to lean?
Pop a Molly in a cup and sip
I thought you'd never ever let me be
I thought you'd hold me down 'til I get clean
I thought that what we had was love, was love
I gave you all I had, not much, not much
Things you gave to me were worse, were worse
And I'll apologize no more, no more
[Chorus]
But I'm sorry
That I loved somebody that would hurt me
In the past that's sad but truthfully
I died when you left, when you left me
Oh, sadly
Oh, sadly
I was crying my eyes out with Xanny
I've been drowning my sorrows in a bottle
I've been smoking very much since you left me
[Outro]
Oh, woah-oh, uh-huh (Since you left me)
Since you left me (Since you left)
You left me (You left me, I know)
Since you left me, since you left me
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